Anti-depressants

So I was gonna get up go to my doctor and bullshit my way into getting some anti depressants. but in fairness I dont think I would of had to bullshit that much bc my life sucks right now. Anyway theres no way Ill get an appointment for today and plus I just did some research and they can cause weight gain?! so fuck that! Valium better not cause weight gain bc sometimes I take that but my doctor is so stingy with the prescription! In bed now. I have a class at 4.30 that I can take part in so Im probly gonna go get some fruit b4 den but stay in bed all day and then as soon as I come home. Ugh need to do my abs ass and arms!? stress of my life!