So its the end of another week! I have basically changed nothing! although I am a little less bloated. I suppose Im vegan again and havent been overly obsessively binging on fruit!
Today I tried to fight da fear and go shoplifting! I hope yout so u guys dont think Im an absolute chav for doing it but it gives me such a high and I get so scared about doing it that it totally has to speed up my metabolism.
Today I went to Holland and Barrett. I was going to try and get some soya protein mix but they only had one on the shelf and it was beside the counter so no can do. Altho I did get Shelled Organic Hemp. It says it is HIGH IN PROTEIN! which is what I want. I spent so long looking at the protein bars. They all looked so delicious. But I couldnt get one. Id get hooked and I couldnt live with myself it I ate one. o well. I also got pro bio 7 advanced formula. Their suitable for vegans. Then I also got Slimatee a natural herbal aid. From the same company that provided me with laxxee tee! It says to take 1 cup every night for 2 weeks. So Im not going to start untill I finish he 2 weeks of fat metaboliser tablets and my last few laxee tees.
I went to Boots 2. I have the fear there aswell bc of the alarms. I used to take so much from there like loads of ST Tropez fake tan but theyve alarmed it all now so Im using a Boots brand which is actually really nice and scent free. Im really not that big a fan of St Tropez at all. So I went to Boots again so I think I feel safe there now which is good. I havent gotten any clothes in a while. Im just not ready to go back yet. Even thought I know what works and what doesnt I cant do it!
I went back to Borders aswell but I bought a dvd just in case. Those alarm systems scare da crap out of me. I know Ive said this before but I was reading a book and it said people who have disordered eating patterns are prone to shoplifitng and abusive drinking! haha that is so me. Got a belt and some nail varnish too. I really wish I could go get some clothes. But I cant!
Back to eating Im having the same old same old today :)
I really wanna try something new but what beats fresh fruit and veg and kidney beans :)
Can you use stuff like berts bees lip balm if your a vegan? do they harm the bees? x